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Friday, June 01, 2007

010607 II

okay, this is officially part two, i normally wouldn't have stopped here just to make a blog post, but this has distrubed me greatly.

just now, while i was looking across the dashboard to accurately pinpoint the blog account i was using to post this kind of rambling note, i was shocked to find out that I actually wrote a GE essay that looked pretty good to me. For that few minutes, i seriously suspected my past linguistic ability and almost concluded that i had ripped the essay off from some dude on the internet. then i recalled writing bits and pieces of it. OH the horrors!!! if my current school teacher decides to pop in and read what i wrote, I wouldn't be too surprised if our class have to meet her in the hospital that very same day.

what happened to my english language? it's deteriorating like no one's business? is it due to the fact i lost interest in english? let's analysize this in a more careful and detailed manner.

this problem probably started out in secondary school. yes, i think i was too complacent. I had this idea that my linguistic ability was so much better than everyone else and that the teacher did not try to bring me up to higher level and hence i lost interest in it. and hence deteriorated. that could be a reason. But this notion does not fully justify the reason of the declining examination grades for general paper in college. to put it across very simply, my attitude towards english has gone from disinterest to detest. WHO THE FUCK likes general paper 4 times a week? the teachers in my school make them extremely BORING. i wouldn't know how to critic a student, but i probably can critic a teacher much better (since I have had many teachers before- although subject content makes a difference, it is also about the teacher's ability to teach and maintain the teaching and learning environment). having said all those in paranthesis, i am wholeheartedly resentful for not harbouring deeper thoughts into the questions posted on the GP survey conducted by the school on our follow subject tutors. I shouldn't have been so PC. argh.

i shall not venture deeper as to how my dearest general paper teacher can improve. I shall turn myself into a religious person and start praying to every saviour out there. Let there be a miracle for my examinations.

By:: ice
Time:: 6:17 AM

010607 II

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