Thursday, May 28, 2009
personal DNA
You are a Thinker
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Your cautiousness, appreciation of functionality, and imagination combine to make you a THINKER.
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You have a vivid capacity for imagery that allows you to see beyond your present circumstances.
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You like to be sure of yourself before voicing your opinion.
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A lot of your time is spent at home, or with the people you care about.
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Although you may dream often, you're very aware of how things work, and you value things that work well.
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You take comfort in the familiar, and value predictability—and others value those things in you.
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Accordingly, you prefer a set routine, and although you often imagine how things can be different, you're hesitant to take risks to change things.
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Sometimes you doubt whether you have the ability to face certain challenges, but your practical focus helps you solve most problems.
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Because of this, you tend to be more reactive than proactive, thinking thoroughly about the challenges that you face.
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You have a broad-based, theoretical understanding of the world that allows you to understand its workings.
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You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.
If you want to be different:
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Try indulging your imagination a bit more by experiencing new and different things.
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Have a little more faith in your capacity to do things—turn your thoughts into actions!
HOW BEE RELATES TO OTHERS
You are Cautious
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Being independent, practical, and somewhat guarded with others makes you CAUTIOUS.
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You tend to keep to yourself, wary of trusting others with personal information.
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The values that you hold are central to your identity—you are a very principled person.
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You have respect for the natural order of things, and a good sense of right and wrong.
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Investigating the world through observation, as opposed to interaction, is preferable to you.
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You have an appreciation for those who have attained a certain level of accomplishment, particularly the rare few who have succeeded honestly.
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You are efficient—when you work with others, you get down to business, and fulfill your obligations.
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You sometimes wish that others would be more like you—less hindered by their emotions, more respectful, and more private.
If you want to be different:
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Finding a few close others whom you can trust will allow you to express yourself more openly, and possibly to learn more about yourself
BEE likes the chart the most
By:: ice
Time:: 12:32 PM
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
By:: ice
Time:: 4:27 AM
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Friday, June 01, 2007
020607 III
yes, omg! if this blogspace have any form of feelings, it would go,"this must be written down in the history of blogging by bee!!". i wouldn't be too surprised myself. I totally acknowledge the fact that I need to indulge in further blogging to possibly improve my standard of English. But the retardation of the speed of which i am typing my words at is causing me to be highly irritatable and volatile to giving up- of which is condition is not merely caused by my unhealthy stomach, my menstrual cycle, the strain on my neck, the not so kind weather and not forgetting a body with aches and illness (like fever). gahhh.. Oops.That wasn't a formal English Word is it? Well, in any case, I will have to forsake my irrational fear of blogging. The risk is quite low, really- this blog receives NO publicity. XDD
Okay, so basically, I started out coming online become I wanted to improve my linguistic ability having inspired by my old piece of work. That's kinda sad, isn't it. So I shall start on the topic on ShinHwa, Photoshop and the World.
6 years back, I ended off my 1 year infatuation with a taiwanese boyband. It started out really passionately when I was in Primary 6 but it ended off messily by the end of Secondary 1. At that very point of breakup, I sought after new blood- ShinHwa, another boyband, but from Korea. There was no break in time, no buffer zone. I'm a heartless lover.
It was the slow and tidal rise of the Korean Wave in Singapore that soon consumed the entire world. And the Korean Wave did more than just to introduce me to a new language, culture and people- it thought me how to see the world.
There might have been some underlying exaggeration back there, but the idea is clear. ShinHwa brought me music, dance, videos, joy, international friends and closer to the world than ever before. To be explicit, the world was compressed into a single forum on the internet known as Soompi. It was a forum originally intended to cater Kpop to (for)the masses. Having said that, it still caters to other popular demands, such as Kdramas or Kmovie and things nonetheless that has nothing to do with the Korean Industry such as Current Events (world news). My little sacred land of enjoyment lies mainly in the FanFiction area, alongside the ArtWork forum- Both of which falls under the Soompi Artist section. The ArtWork forum has never failed to amaze me. Art there stretches from charcoal drawings to digital pixelated graphics. I was inspired.
I starting messing around with PhotoShop with pictures of ShinHwa. I could create backdrops for desktops, banners and avatars by controlling colours and blends. My creations were just random. Finally, for my very own fan fiction, I decided to create a poster. Because this poster had a context, I had to look for supporting pictures also known as stock pictures. Stock pictures soon became a central for my deep appreciation for nature. How marvellous it was to see a flower growing through the very small hole of the chipped tile roof- It demonstrated perserverance and strength. How sweet it was to just see the silhouette of a couple embracing in the glow of the sunset.
Don't be too worried if you are, as concerned about stock pictures as I do, yet do not seem to appreciate it as much as I do. I didn't realise how much stock pictures changed my life as well, until that very moment I was blinded by the light reflected by the empty bag of potato chip from the evening sun. It certainly caught my attention. At that moment in time and space, I searched for a reason to explain my strange phenomena of thinking 'That's beautiful' to something that has effectively interrupted my reading pleasure. Then it hit me-'I want to take this picture and save it'. That was how I started realising how the world has changed before my eyes. I no longer see dumpster as a smelly and filthy place; I see it as a place of habitat for the less priviledged. To most, that would have sounded callous and extreme. But I would like reenforce that the very nature of Nature, herself, is extreme. Most people don't realise that. But that's another whole new issue though. I shall not venture into philosophies and further burden upon this ailing body to compose more supposedly higher-depth essays with insights. (Oh yes, if only examiners came out with this kind of questions. I would be more than happy to oblige to the question.)
With that kinda of scary and abrupt ending due to my strained neck, hahaha, CIAOOO~~~ going to find next topic!!!!
By:: ice
Time:: 11:10 PM
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020607 II
can u understand this?
To prove once and for all that math can be fun, we present: Wherein it is related how that paragon of womanly virtue, young Polly Nomial (our heroine) is accosted by that notorious villain Curly Pi, and factored (oh horror!!!)
Once upon a time (1/t) pretty little Polly Nomial was strolling across a field of vectors when she came to the boundary of a singularly large matrix. Now Polly was convergent, and her mother had made it an absolute condition that she must never enter such an array without her brackets on. Polly, however, who had changed her variables that morning and was feeling particularly badly behaved, ignored this condition on the basis that it was insufficient and made her way in amongst the complex elements. Rows and columns closed in on her from all sides. Tangents approached her surface. She became tensor and tensor. Quite suddendly two branches of a hyperbola touched her at a single point. She oscillated violently, lost all sense of directrix, and went completely divergent. As she tripped over a square root that was protruding from the erf and plunged headlong down a steep gradient. When she rounded off once more, she found herself inverted, apparently alone, in a non-Euclidean space.
She was being watched, however. That smooth operator, Curly Pi, was lurking inner product. As his eyes devoured her curvilinear coordinates, a singular expression crossed his face. He wondered, "Was she still convergent?" He decided to integrate properly at once.
Hearing a common fraction behind her, Polly rotated and saw Curly Pi approaching with his power series extrapolated. She could see at once by his degenerate conic and dissipative that he was bent on no good.
"Arcsinh," she gasped.
"Ho, ho," he said, "What a symmetric little asymptote you have I can see you angles have lots of secs."
"Oh sir," she protested, "keep away from me I haven't got my brackets on."
"Calm yourself, my dear," said our suave operator, "your fears are purely imaginary."
"I, I," she thought, "perhaps he's not normal but homologous."
"What order are you?" the brute demanded.
"Seventeen," replied Polly.
Curly leered "I suppose you've never been operated on."
"Of course not," Polly replied quite properly, "I'm absolutely convergent."
"Come, come," said Curly, "let's off to a decimal place I know and I'll take you to the limit."
"Never," gasped Polly.
"Abscissa," he swore, using the vilest oath he knew. His patience was gone. Coshing her over the coefficient with a log until she was powerless, Curly removed her discontinuities. He stared at her significant places, and began smoothing out her points of inflection. Poor Polly. The algorithmic method was now her only hope. She felt his digits tending to her asymptotic limit. Her convergence would soon be gone forever.
There was no mercy, for Curly was a heavyside operator. Curly's radius squared itself; Polly's loci quivered. He integrated by parts. He integrated by partial fractions. After he cofactored, he performed runge - kutta on her. The complex beast even went all the way around and did a contour integration. What an indignity - to be multiply connected on her first integration. Curly went on operating until he completely satisfied her hypothesis, then he exponentiated and became completely orthogonal.
When Polly got home that night, her mother noticed that she was no longer piecewise continuous, but had been truncated in several places But it was to late to differentiate now. As the months went by, Polly's denominator increased monotonically. Finally she went to L'Hopital and generated a small but pathological function which left surds all over the place and drove Polly to deviation.
The moral of our sad story is this: "If you want to keep your expressions convergent, never allow them a single degree of freedom."
By:: ice
Time:: 11:28 AM
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020607
gotta love bash.org
#400459 +(8012)- [X]
someone speak python here?
HHHHHSSSSSHSSS
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the programming language
for some strange reason, i cracked up really bad on this one.
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IronChef Foicite: well, there's a lot of reasons
IronChef Foicite: i mean, roses only last like a couple weeks
IronChef Foicite: and that's if you leave them in water
IronChef Foicite: and they really only exist to be pretty
IronChef Foicite: so that's like saying
IronChef Foicite: "my love for you is transitory and based solely on your appearance"
IronChef Foicite: but a potato!
IronChef Foicite: potatos last for fucking ever, man
IronChef Foicite: in fact, not only will they not rot, they actually grow shit even if you just leave them in the sack
IronChef Foicite: that part alone makes it a good symbol
IronChef Foicite: but there's more!
IronChef Foicite: there are so many ways to enjoy a potato! you can even make a battery with it!
IronChef Foicite: and that's like saying "i have many ways in which I show my love for you"
IronChef Foicite: and potatos may be ugly, but they're still awesome
IronChef Foicite: so that's like saying "it doesn't matter at all what you look like, I'll still love you"
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I tried setting my hotmail password to penis.
It said my password wasn't long enough. :(
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where's pacman when you need him?
By:: ice
Time:: 11:16 AM
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010607 II
okay, this is officially part two, i normally wouldn't have stopped here just to make a blog post, but this has distrubed me greatly.
just now, while i was looking across the dashboard to accurately pinpoint the blog account i was using to post this kind of rambling note, i was shocked to find out that I actually wrote a GE essay that looked pretty good to me. For that few minutes, i seriously suspected my past linguistic ability and almost concluded that i had ripped the essay off from some dude on the internet. then i recalled writing bits and pieces of it. OH the horrors!!! if my current school teacher decides to pop in and read what i wrote, I wouldn't be too surprised if our class have to meet her in the hospital that very same day.
what happened to my english language? it's deteriorating like no one's business? is it due to the fact i lost interest in english? let's analysize this in a more careful and detailed manner.
this problem probably started out in secondary school. yes, i think i was too complacent. I had this idea that my linguistic ability was so much better than everyone else and that the teacher did not try to bring me up to higher level and hence i lost interest in it. and hence deteriorated. that could be a reason. But this notion does not fully justify the reason of the declining examination grades for general paper in college. to put it across very simply, my attitude towards english has gone from disinterest to detest. WHO THE FUCK likes general paper 4 times a week? the teachers in my school make them extremely BORING. i wouldn't know how to critic a student, but i probably can critic a teacher much better (since I have had many teachers before- although subject content makes a difference, it is also about the teacher's ability to teach and maintain the teaching and learning environment). having said all those in paranthesis, i am wholeheartedly resentful for not harbouring deeper thoughts into the questions posted on the GP survey conducted by the school on our follow subject tutors. I shouldn't have been so PC. argh.
i shall not venture deeper as to how my dearest general paper teacher can improve. I shall turn myself into a religious person and start praying to every saviour out there. Let there be a miracle for my examinations.
By:: ice
Time:: 6:17 AM
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010607
IMAGINI VISUAL PROFILE
http://friends.imagini.net/vdna.php?uid=383516-5436&srv=iwebcl5
oh what the hell, it doesn;tallow me to copy and paste.
personality/mood: Dreamer
in short, i'm romantic, back to the basics, acknowledges hard work, enjoys calming music and scenary and unconventional taste in arts. and knows how to reward (untrue)
personlity/fun: Worker Bee
i'm a WORKAHOLIC? someone, please explain this strange phenomena to me. I'm lazy as hell and as irresponsible as can be. i supposedly push myself to the limit and indulge myself heavily on rewards... i think i prob chose the wrong combination. i supposedly enjoy quality time with family and friends as wll.
personality/habits: Junkie Monkey
okay.. *skeptical* it's saying that sleep is my best pal and i always seem tired. and i care about what i eat and that i have other priorities in life such that my bedroom is always in a mess. have i mentioned that i am lazy?
personality/love: Home Soul
i'm wise to the world because i chose cash as my freedom. and i'm a home soul because i truely care deeply about the loved ones around me... i probably need ot tell the author that photographic qualities of the pictures accounted for many of the pictures i choice, like the quality, colour, scenery, pose.
OH blardy hell, i just found the super concised version of the entire breakdown.
here is the glossary
a. Dreamer:
Always drifting off, their imagination taking control. They have big ideas and have a cool calm manner. ( I DO?))
b. Junkie Monkey:
They don't have rules and they don't like restrictions. They like to make their own choies, and do as they please. For them, pleasure comes first. (this, true)
c. Worker Bee:
Their ambition drive them through life- work is their no.1 priority. they are diligent and committed. (WTF.. but quite true. if i have passion for it. yes, i'm diligent as hell)
d. Home Soul:
Their heart is always at their nest, they place real importance on friendships. they are family minded and forge strong relationships.
LOLX.
By:: ice
Time:: 6:02 AM
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Thursday, December 28, 2006
291206
lolx. was reading some stuff on soompi. and came across these wierd quotables. XD.
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"When you breath, you inspire. When you do not breath, you expire."
"Nitrogen is not found in Ireland because it is not found in a free state"
"Water is composed of two gins, Oxygin and Hydrogin. Oxygin is pure gin. Hydrogin is gin and water."
"Artifical insemination is when the farmer does it to the cow instead of the bull."
"Dew is formed on leaves when the sun shines down on them and makes them perspire."
"Mushrooms always grow in damp places and so they look like umbrellas."
"The skeleton is what is left after the insides have been taken out and the outsides have ben taken off. The purpose of the skeleton is something to hitch meat to."
"The tides are a fight between the Earth and moon. All water tends towards the moon, because there is no water in the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight."
"A fossil is an extinct animal. The older it is, the more extinct it is."
"Germinate: To become a naturalized German."
"Rhubarb: A kind of celery gone bloodshot."
"Vacumm: A large, empty space where the pope lives."
"Before giving a blood transfusion, find out if the blood is affirmative or negative."
"To prevent contraception: wear a condominium."
Water freezes at 32 degrees and boils at 212 degrees. There are 180 degrees between freezing and boiling because there are 180 degrees between north and south.
A vibration is a motion that cannot make up its mind which way it wants to go.
There is a tremendous weight pushing down on the center of the Earth because of so much population stomping around up here these days.
Lime is a green-tasting rock.
Vacuums are nothings. We only mention them to let them know we know they're there.
Some oxygen molecules help fires burn while others help make water, so sometimes it's brother against brother.
We say the cause of perfume disappearing is evaporation. Evaporation gets blamed for a lot of things people forget to put the top on.
To most people solutions mean finding the answers. But to chemists solutions are things that are still all mixed up.
In looking at a drop of water under a microscope, we find there are twice as many H's as O's.
Clouds are high flying fogs.
Cyanide is so poisonous that one drop of it on a dogs tongue will kill the strongest man.
A blizzard is when it snows sideways.
A monsoon is a French gentleman.
Wind is like the air, only pushier.
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aren't they adorable? XDD.
By:: ice
Time:: 11:01 AM
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Friday, December 15, 2006
16 12 06
this is the entire list of my expedition on blogthings.com
1.| Your Weight is Ideal |
Your BMI is 24.1 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25
Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!
Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on! |
for the above.... OMFG!!!!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUSSSSS???? OMFGGGGG. i really calculated again using the famous formula on tv...... XDDDDDD it's GOOD NEWSS. another good news?? my BMI is lower than that shown above. YAY ME!
2.
| Your Power Color Is Teal |
At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?" |
^ you know that love thing? It's BULLSHIT. ..
it doesn't take into account looks and temper. XDD
3.
| You Should Learn Japanese |
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko! |
^ NOO JAPANESE is too difficult. besides, my sister is already learning it. XDD i wanna learn Korean instead. altho, my mom said no future. lolx. who cares. XDD
4.
| Your Birthdate: May 25 |
You excel at anything difficult or high tech.
In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.
It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.
Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots!
Your strength: Your unfailing logic
Your weakness: Loving machines more than people
Your power color: Tan
Your power symbol: Pi
Your power month: July |
^ maybe this explains why i keep thinking human should die. XDD. lolx. PIII! XD YES, i love pi in economics!! XDDD
5.
| You Belong in Spring |
Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...
You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.
Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season! |
^ chocolate bunnyyy.. yup yup. lolx. i think my astrological sign also said i was a spring. XD
6.
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language |
^.. if my language isn't so bad. seriously, foreign language would be nice. also, if i was taught music, yea, music isn't bad. I like art too... but history just sucks. philosophy and theology? what are we supposed to do there?
7.
| Your Career Type: Artistic |
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
^... acting? i've done that. wierd expression, nervousness and bad memorising ability. no. teacher n book editor, comedian- linguistic ability~. musician- no skills. clothes designer? as a matter of fact....
8.
| Exotic Dancer Name Is... |
Porsche |
^ YEAAA MY dirty name is porsccheeee. my lil stripper naaameee. XDDD
9.
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless. |
^. first thing first.. do i look like that doll? lolx. i might have chosen the wrong options. XDDDD. anyhoo, according to my friend, i have ONLY 2 expression on a expressionless mode. Sad or Angry. They are so interchangable, my feelings also mix up too. XDD
10.
| You Are An INFP |
The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
^... WTHHHHHHH.. it's the briggs-myer thing againnn... lolx. at least i know i am consistent.
By:: ice
Time:: 9:35 AM
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16 12 06
OMG HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!
did a personality test was torn among 3 pics
| Your Personality Profile |
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
| Your Personality Profile |
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
| Your Personality Profile |
You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.
A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you. |
By:: ice
Time:: 9:31 AM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
14 12 06
was reading a fanfix on soompi and i came over this. i thought it was good. so i had to make a duplicate copy here.
before i get accused for plagarizing, here are the credits.
Author: xkiseki from soompi.com/forums
This is the url to her story: http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=53100
And this comes from the 25 chapter.
Loss.
For some people, it’s a difficult concept to comprehend, while for others, it feels like it's just always been a part of them. They understand only because they know nothing else.
Most people would like to believe that this concept should never be experienced by children as it is too harsh and painful for their little psyches to handle, and because of this, adults are always striving to shield their children from the very thought of it. But regardless of how much a parent or any adult wants to protect children from feeling the pain of loss, sometimes, it just can't be prevented.
As much as she loved her parents… it was because of her parents’ wish to shield her from such things that she became so ill prepared to handle the many things she would endure later on in her young life. Back then, it would’ve been seen as a commendable thing, what her parents did. But sometimes, she really wished they hadn’t done that. Then maybe, when she lost everything, it wouldn’t have hurt as much as did.
By:: ice
Time:: 5:07 AM
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
MOVIES to get
lolx. yes. manipulating this place. lolx. this is afterall my online notepad.
movies to get (aka approved by yesasia to have won awards)
The Isle- kim ki duk as director
Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter- kim ki duk as director
Bad Guy- kim ki duk as director
3-Iron*- kim ki duk as director
King n the clown- i cannot stress this enough.
Marathon aka running boy- cho seung woo (korea has wierd movie titles)
The way home- lets its so sad, can
silmido*-
the big swindle*- park shin yang
oasis*-
memories of murder-
chihwaseon*- choi min sik
shiri
joint security area*- park chan wook <33
greenfish-like 14 awardsss! in 1 year!!
public toilet- hell yeaaa by fruit chen - director
ohhh yeaaaa
maybe:
the secret lives of adult stars- documentary, about porn stars.
Considering;
The terrorist- choi min soo
Spin Kick?
The Hypnotised
By:: ice
Time:: 7:15 AM
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